// The Deep Dark Hole…//

What happens when we all get to the place where we always dreamt to be? What do we do next? I don’t about anyone else but I always have something new to explore, witness, express, live, and etc. Life for me will never die or get old and boring…haha kind of like the elderly. jk! I wonder the elderly with alstimers, ever remember their past? Or at least something that made them happy. I would hate the feeling of being trap and not remembering or knowing where I’m at or who my family is. Kind of being sucked into a deep dark hole, where not anyone one would know where you went, why it happened, and if you were ever was going to get out of this hole ever again. For a while I was in my own deep dark hole, and I thought I wouldn’t get out of there. I was just a very dark place in my heart for the longest time, not knowing where I was going to go or if I was just going to take my life and be done. But something happened, I met someone and rebel against my family’s morals. He grew on me minute by minute; hour by hour; day by day; week by week; and then I fell in love. And this story continues today: With a mommy, daddy, and a precious baby girl. Never did I expect to be where I am now, 10 years ago.